Wednesday, July 28, 2010

being where im not wanted

at some point I have to stop lying to myself. when am I going to accept it's over. it's more than obvious he's with other bitches yet here I am waiting .... tomorrow same thing ...I'm an idiot yet I'm afraid to leave. I miss who he used to be. he used to be so sweet and humble now he's cocky and arrogant. he disgusts me yet there is something about him when I'm with him ...when I look into his eyes everything around me fades and for that brief moment in time I'm back at the moment when we first met back so crazy in love .. and all I can do is smile and pretend like I'm not hurting inside

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